Hi All
- I have never slept better
- I am more physically active than ever
- I am out a lot
- sent my apology
Realised that I am missing the lads Xmas drinks maybe is it. End of a chapter.
The reality is other than one person I don't have anyone to apologize to. I think I realised I was unacceptable before they did. I worry about the things I did that I got away with, the unplayed consequences.
The other issue is as of today I have the job. The job. Already got the pool, the car, the private schools. And I feel nothing. Zilch. I know it's good, I know I will enjoy it. But joy - no.
I have the feeling that everything i worked for maybe a load of rubbish and I am just seeing it.
I don't think there are answers to this but just wanted to type it.
I don't want a drink though.
Thanks