Why can't I get it together
This weekend decided to just not care but at what prive! I feel depressed and disgusted with myself! I had no intentions of drinking but instead of sticking to no. I drank and drove no one to blamebut myself. I was lucky I got pulled over but they let me go as long as someone came for me with in minutes.
I a binge drinker and don't even think about alcohol during the week nor have alcohol in my home. I cleary gave issues. I didn't get a dui but it feels like I did. The self loathing sets in. I keep thinking I could of hurt someone or taken someones life. I am so upset and can't keep doing this!
Help I am ******* drowning!😔