gratitude
I've been trying really hard to do my gratitude journal this,morning but I got nothin. I seem to be pissed off st the slightest things (like my phone charger being moved). And not slightly irritated more like the world is ending irritated. I know that I ave alot to be grateful for. But my mind wont let me go there right now. I also,know I have real,worries at the moment mostly financial. I quit my job a while back and my husband has been carrying the load and we have hit some huge problems this week. And basically, we are completely out of money. Also, the darn Christmas commercials are giving me huge anxiety. I feel really overwhelmed with it all. Last night I really wanted to drink but I didn't and I'm really proud of myself. I just hope I can pull myself out of this foggy depressed mood. I'm usually a happy person. Well here's to day 4.