Day 14 today... The mornings are still the hardest part. Sleep is better but still to short and waking up a lot. I feel so depressed and anxious after waking up, I can't make it out of bed. Everything seems scary to me. My first thought after waking up "need booze!" (my AV seems to be an early bird, I'm not), then I realise I can't have it and it depresses me even more. What reason should I get up for?
I know it's gonna pass (it did the last days) and once I can motivate myself to get up and eat it should be just fine. But taking that step is not easy. I know it's silly.
Might attend my first AA meeting tonight, although I'm a bit sceptical about their approach and very, very nervous about going.