Originally Posted by
romanerin2011 
Hello
I have been begging and pleading for Jesus to forgive me but I think he's tired of me. .
Saul slayed Christians in the name of Christianity. blinded on the road to Damascus, he saw the nature of his wrongs. his site was restored and he changed his ways.
if Jesus and God can forgive saul, they will forgive you, but that's not where the problem lies. they both have already forgiven you. it lies with you forgiving yourself. imo, THAT is a process and requires action at changing