Need Help
Clearly, my sobriety plan isn't working. I need help. I don't know if I'm to the point of IOP quite yet, but it's definitely crossed my mind. Maybe I am. I just don't know. I can't do this alone. I feel defeated. I have tremendous willpower in so many things in my life. Why not with alcohol? None of this makes any sense. I'm so, so sick of this roller coaster.
I could use some words of encouragement, please. I'm a big, strong man, but I'm to the point of tears. I hate this. I really do.