Need to talk
Hello
I relapsed yesterday after 3 years sober. I've been crying for the last 5 hours about what I've done. When I drink I become someone completely different and make terrible decisions. I have been begging and pleading for Jesus to forgive me but I think he's tired of me. I have a 1 month old baby now and don't know what happened. I got drunk and paid a prostitute. I'm mortified by what I've done the pain in my heart and soul is unbearable. How does one come back from such a terrible fall. I have a wonderful family and now this. Please someone help.