Hey Rupert, Don't get my wrong I like it and the movie was great, I just know that images are powerful and what we choose to relate to. All good. :-)
Do you think you want to get serious about not drinking? it is tough to start with but if you push through it really is empowering and an incredible journey. I opened up to my doctor and was blown away just how much they did not judge and almost respected me saying hey, I need help. Then I was helped with guidance. Have a little think about it, sometimes it is hard to see the forest for the trees and you need some of us to let you know there is light at the end of the tunnel. I am sure you don't want groundhog day with all this, it can only change if you do things differently. Keep around we all really want the best for you Rupert.