Originally Posted by
Anna 
Welcome, Ashlee!
I hated the person I'd become. Like you, my life became smaller and smaller because I preferred to be home alone, drinking. Have faith that you can do this. My suggestions for the early days are to make sure you have no alcohol in the house, change your daily routine, and work on a plan for recovery. We're here for you.
I should have poured out the wine. I know. I'm not drunk right now, but I am in an altered state/slightly buzzed. It was like 3/4 of a bottle from last night. I read your post and I know I needed to, but I just couldn't pour it out. I sat for an hour or so thinking of all the reasons I need it tonight.
Can I try again tomorrow? I would like to. I can do tomorrow.