My whole relationship despite the alcohol has been based on lies and deceit and to be honest do I really know this guy....NO I don't.
Good for you, Susie, realizing this and acting on it. Leave him behind and move on with your life. You deserve so much better. I agree with Lexie. After you tell him you're done he'll pursue you with sweet talk and empty promises. Stay strong and remember he is a liar and a cheat.