Joined many years...back again
Hello,
I joined this site in 2010, but didn't stay very long. I told myself I didn't have a problem, and am no different from other drinkers. Except that I am because I continually put myself in a place where I hate myself and am ashamed. I just want to be proud of myself and feel like I'm living honestly. I do well for awhile and then go overboard again and again. I make myself miserable, and 99% of the time it's related to alcohol. I'm afraid I'm going to spend the rest of my life in this cycle and look back and have so many regrets. I already do...