Sal welcome, there are 2 Smart Recovery meetings Tuesday and Friday in Fresno so there is one alternative to AA. I use both programs, Al one good thing about AA there are so many different kinds of meetings men only ladies only, mixed, big, small etc etc nothing to be ashamed of heck Prez Bush had an admitted drinking problem.
I did Kaiser's CDRP back in the 90's that program saved my life and SR has so much to offer, hang tough get into a recovery program and get to work you are worth it.