K66, I was right where you were yesterday...
Let me ask, have you already made the decision to go to the store or are you back peddling and coming here?
I am asking because I am on day 2 and yesterday I was a big ass ball of anxiety and no hope I wanted to stay home and drink to make it go away a little longer, knowing I would only feel worse today and the cycle goes on. I didn't drink and today I am working on a recovery plan. This **** is hard. Really hard and it doesn't go away over night. Take 5 deep belly breaths and lets do this together. Please look at what you read and focus on the positives in your live and know that you are stronger than the urge. XxxX