day4 - checking in
Still fine - in fact ever since I got offered the Frankfurt job I've been fine. Think I'm having some withdrawal symptoms though - itchy skin especially my legs and scratched myself raw on my shins. And craving sweet things. Just gone mad on chocolate and jelly babies and taking paracetamol at night to chill out before bed
I've put my ex's number on auto-reject and got an indignant text from her yesterday. She also wants to know when I'm going to see the kids because my daughter - 5 - is missing me a lot apparently.
I'm not even going to reply. I don't want to start a dialogue - just want to disappear. I can’t stand the thought of having to see my ex for the rest of my life - so I won't. They might miss me now but that will pass. I am not important anymore in their lives. My ex has started a new relationship - that guy can be their new father.
Anyway - heading into evening of Day 4 - got sushi, jelly babies, chocolate,coffee and paracetamol -should be fine