Welcome, Xiz.
Wow -- a month sober!
Well done!
The most I could do near the end of my drinking was a coupla days on my own.
I needed help.
I knew about AA, so I went to a meeting.
I got the help that I needed and quit for good and all.
Although I'm happy that it worked for me, it doesn't have to be AA.
There are loads of people out there (and here) that are more than willing to help.
All you have to do is ask.