Originally Posted by
hope778 
So sorry, Nelly.
Ironically, my very first post here on SR was titled "How Do I Approach AH?" I was in the same boat you are in. Here is the link. It helped spark the beginning of the shift in my mindset. I think it will help you to read.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...proach-ah.html I just checked out your linked post and it was a great read. Helpful and so relatable. I can see myself in that. I think I have come farther but that is also where I started. I wonder where you are now in your journey?