I am overwhelmed
I felt vulnerable, exposed, and scared
today. M.G., I kept trying to p.m. you
back to tell you delete my post, I felt
it was just too much, and I couldn't stop
crying. It wasn't meant to be, the boards
weren't working for some reason. I came to these boards looking
for answers with my ongoing codependency issues. I have been here almost a year,
and I always read M.G.'s posts and helping
others. I just kept relating, and I
realized that all I have been feeling all
these years were a illness. Traumatized,
but I had done it all to myself.
I cried my eyes out when I read your
replies, I did not expect it.
If wasn't for M.G. I don't know if I
would have ever made the connection.
I wish I had something profound to say.
I'm a little overwhelmed right now. I don't
know what came over me last night-I guess
it was just time. I am relieved.
I think I said this before, my goal is
to make peace with myself and God.
Love,