Eliasson,
There were many mornings that 1) I was amazed I woke up, and 2) wished I hadn't because it meant I had to get started on the same crazy cycle of drink, pass out/blackout, repeat. It was awful, and we all hear you.
Well, instead of waiting 3 days until drinking seems like a good idea again; get on the phone now to your Dr. and ask for rehab....and use today's awful feelings to push you toward starting a new sober life. You have to want it. I'm praying for you.
