Strange thoughts about having a drink today or wanting a drink, because I'm in a good mood. Not a nagging or crushing craving, I think I've just learned to acknowledge the thought, know I'm not going to drink and carry on. Feels kind of freeing.
Medication I'm on is causing me intensely vivid dreams all night long so I never hit deep sleep and wake up and continue talking to whomever I was talking to in the dream. It is the weirdest thing. Makes me tired tho. I think it's also helping me with the craving management but who really knows. Probably just the all round approach to real recovery. I feel more normal than I have in years. This time is definitely different. There is no struggle with my inner demons or av. Like MIR posted about closing the door forever on it, I don't know if I'm totally there yet. Just one day at a time for now I don't want to drink.
I want to post pics of my pups later. I love doggies. They are good for the heart.
Love your beagles Sp
they are SO cute!!