It's been a few weeks since I posted. I seriously just read MY post and it didn't even dawn on me it was my words until halfway through! How crazy am I. This addiction really makes me question my own sanity. All the lies, the gaslighting, the manipulation, the turning everything back around in me. I came back here bc things were good for a bit but now he's been lying about where he's been. Maybe he was innocently stopping by a friends house but when we are supposed to be building trust he needs to be honest about every single thing. I read through the forum and many things sound so familiar. I'm sitting here crying and he walks by and asks what I want for lunch. Doesn't acknowledge me crying or ask what's wrong. Nothing.