Thank you
I've been thinking I should go to a meeting but I'm nervous , I don't find it easy talking about myself and I'm worried I'll get emotional , I just cried a moment ago and it felt good to let something out for a change
I was going to go to a meeting about 2 months ago when I made an error of judgment and drinking could have but thankfully didn't cost me my job - but I talked myself out of it and said I could quit on my own , I think i lasted a week
not a great effort
It's scary thinking about never drinking again - how sad is that ? But I guess it's another reflection of my problem
I've always had addictions - in fact thinking about it I can't do many things to a sensible degree
I suppose I better get up and face my day - I want to talk to my partner but I feel ashamed