Originally Posted by Poppet35

I'm finding it so hard to accept. I admitted I struggled to get on top of things a fee weeks ago and let things slide because I'd run myself down. When I got back from my break at mum and dads I was so positive and happy and on top of things and looking forward and even though I did all the things we'd talked about she'd already got fed up and withdrawn. And it makes no difference. It feels so unfair. I know this cycle has gone on for years and every time I try to not let it happen. I felt so more positive about this time but she'd already got frustrated and thought it would be the same as always but it wasn't it was different and now the only ones it matters to now are me and my boys. Im tired and letting this get to me and feel sad and a bit lost. Need a sleep and no talking and I'll feel better and be able to focus.