Well I'm glad you have a plan in place! For the first five months or so I checked in with someone everyday, so this forum is a great place for you to do that. The anonymity here is amazing, so you can let it all out. Good luck with your lunch tomorrow. When I get offered drinks I don't say anything more than, "I'm not drinking," or, "I don't drink." Works like a charm every time. It's amazing how our minds can trick us into thinking that people care about us NOT drinking...