I could not make any longer panik and empemdimg doom so sobered up as best as I could and drove to ER. Every relapse is getting worse. I make it for 2 months then I fall for the I'll just have few drinks tonight and boom I'm out of control. They were very nice to me . They said they get many people for that reason. An IV and some meds. Gabapentin for anxiety. Seems to be working ok. Back to day 1. Never take youre sobriety for granted.
for you replies.