Thx berry. Problem is i cant named the reason what is trigger me. Dont know.
Last week was wery good. I know one think im not problem addicted i mean there is something real in my mind its cause needs like smoking drinking thing wich makes it relax.
Had harsh life. Plus ive been in military for last one year. From my perspective im trying good for now i can keep up for days or week without drink and cigarets but after that something happens seeing nightmares one night and feeling bad than drinking again.
Good thing i hawe semi control for now hawe it under control. But i fear if its go out of control and i started to drink lot of evry day.
Tomarrow new day i hawe to think.