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Thirteenth Had a new week to work with and...same old. Kept sober throughout the days at work and crumbled in the evenings. Even if it wasn't a lot, I was drinking so I kept away. Only happened to login while the thread was new so went for the 'gun.
I should have posted and asked for help first but I'm stubborn. It's a serious character flaw of mine and one that will catch up to me if I can't achieve sobriety. I've had a lot going on but that's no reason for me to flake on something far more important.
I can so relate to this Thirteenth. I'm exactly the same way. Dee's answer made me think about this a lot. Do I really not want to be talked out of it???