I miss my boys so much...it s a rough mom night. Seeing people getting ready for school, feeling like what did I do wrong?? one son relapsed cause hes feeling guilty he taught younger to party with these lethal opiates,,,,,,,,,,,,,,both in recovery and I am thankful they are alive and well, I am.....I am scared a lot....
I wish I could take trips to see them but I have no money left from all the bills to get them the help they need, now not sure I can keep my house, anyone have these over whelming scared moments???????????? Sometimes I feel so lost but so hopeful...............I want them to live the life they deserve it can be so beautiful........