5 days sober is not...you yet. 5 days sober is 5 days of withdrawing from drunk you. The land of sobriety is nowhere near...static. My oh my. I'm just back on the sober horse again myself but I've gotten enough sobriety under my belt previously to know you are nowhere near getting to know you.
Emotionally you're in withdrawal...and that goes on... awwwwhhhillleee.