Sloangrace,
Life has a way of kicking us in our a** when we least expect it. Know what that is? It's Satan trying to throw you off track. Don't allow it to happen. Bad things are going to happen to us all through out our lives.... This is your chance to show life how you're gonna deal with it when you get a curve ball....
Work on a hobby, post here, talk to a friend, go for a walk..... There are a million things that can be done instead of downing that first drink.
Many hugs and love to you!!!
You got this!!! ❤️