I am glad that I got to go to a meeting last night the first meeting was great however I was so nervous everybody was talking to me looking at me , and I had problems accepting everything of Step 1.
So being a typical alcoholic after the meeting I hopped in my car and hauled butt to Walmart to buy a case of beer
As I walked out of the bathroom I almost knocked over a lady that I had met at the meeting we talked for a minute she gave me a hug and said everything will work out it's not easy. I turn around and went back to my car empty-handed and went home somebody was watching over me that night. So I had to go again last night