It's not weird. I miss the feeling so much. Vodka was like... what I imagine heroine might feel like to an addict, just my favorite feeling in the world. But I'm in a similar boat as Miss and already at 28 I have liver damage. So to continue drinking is basically not even an option for me.. and it SUCKS. The idea of going to parties especially. I feel most people don't get their health checked out because they'd rather not know and gives them a reason to keep drinking (what you don't know, can't kill you).... but believe me, it's really freaking hard. I haven't gotten to a point yet where I don't still crave no matter how much I distract myself. We can do this!