I would like to welcome you Sasha 99!!
You have found a wonderful place and no one would ever scold you here! We are all here because of our common bond, loving someone with a drinking problem. It is a disease that you did not cause, you can't control and you cannot cure. Your boyfriend has to want to get help and want to stop drinking! Leaving is something that you sound like you needed to do for YOU. Taking care of yourself is very important and whatever you have to do to accomplish that is a good thing.I am so sorry for the pain you are feeling. I thought your letter was good. Please keep coming back and read the sticky posts at the top of the board. There is a wealth of information there. Just know we are here for you!!!!
Sending prayers your way,
matters