Hello again...
Hello everyone, I am going to try this again... This site did help me to get almost 5 months completely sober. Well at about 4.5 months I guess, I had mikes hard lemonade, one thing leads to another, within a month I was back with my old friend vodka, not nightly like before but a few times a week now.
I will be honest, I did not post much before, I felt that I was maybe off-putting as I would get few responses. Maybe the username??? Idk, anyways the reading of other posts helped tremendously.
Since I stopped drinking,( I also quit OxyContin at the same time, no slip/relapse on this,) I became really anxious, nervous, insecure, I believe this is what caused (partially) the relapse. This new nervous me is really affecting my life in a negative way. I am so sensitive and tear up over everything it seems.
Well, thanks for the vent, I will keep posting regardless as I need to get these emotions out so they stop spilling over at inappropriate times and places.