Jimmy I am sitting at home while my family is on a boat out at the lake about 2 hours away and they have probably been drinking all day. That is why I am not there. I have avoided "friends" and any where drinking may be involved because I am to fragile. I wish I had a few sober people to relate to. I have this site and I went to a couple of AA meetings and unbelievably I now have 2 people I can call if I just can't go on anymore. I don't usually reach out for help but they are there. You can lean on us and also be looking for people in real life. They are out here, thousands of them