Originally Posted by
Elle126 
I hate being an alcoholic today, I want to be normal, I want to rewrite the
Last 20 yrs of my life but I can't. Dipping right now. I hate being an alcoholic, I hate being told I am insane I hate it right now. Just want to be
Normal
I understand exactly how you feel. I want so many things in life, so many things that have taken a back seat to drinking. I constantly try to be "normal" thinking I can have/do those things AND drink. Over and over again I have sabotaged those things because I CAN'T have both.
But what is "normal" anyway? We have to make good sober memories and create our new normal. It will come, hang in there with me
