Hi PL and welcome
I have to admit I was sure I wanted to quit when I got here - even though my drinking nearly killed me and I knew I had to quit.
This community helped turn me around. I kept seeing people, just like me, with the same kinds of stories who'd left drinking behind and were happy about it.
It made that leap of faith into the Unknown a little easier.
There is a transition period that's not easy...but neither was my drinking life by the end.
I've never regretted my decision to quit drinking and change.
I hope you'll find what you need here to turn your life around too
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