Oh, thank goodness. I got nauseated a little when I read your post about wavering.
You're recovering, too...and that comes first. Active addicts are drowning and they will take you down with them without a moment's hesitation or concern.
Keep swimming for shore.
Sending you a hug.
P.S. Have you blocked him yet? Because the next round will be, "Well since you're not coming back to support me I have no one and nothing to live for so I will drink myself to death and it will be [I]your fault.[I]