i see your profile shows early july as your date of sobriety?
youre attending meetings,which is good, but are you working the program? reading the big book and have a sponsor thats guiding you?
im still amazed at how the program cleared up a LOT of my problems.
not saying no to counseling, but even with that its going to take a LOT more time (and action)than a month to repair the damage of years of drinking.