Originally Posted by
Lightning Bug 
Finally back on after major SR withdrawal. Checking in on everyone. How is everything going? Anyone feel like throwing their hands up? Urges or cravings? I had a passing thought today that all my anxiety today could have been avoided with a xanax. But to me " just a Xanax "is the whole bottle chased down with a jack and coke. Damn addict in my head!
Isn't it crazy how the addict side of us can make our addictions feel so glamorous? I'm glad my husband dumped out the leftover beer because I really think I would start drinking now if it was there. It's maddening because I know I can't drink!
