i wanted to live. sobriety has given me one last chance. i intend to run like hell with the opportunity, and so i did.
i'm alot happier now. it's not to say i never think about it. i do. i just know i fought a war that seemed to drag on forever and i know what it took to get me here. i can never ever afford to forget that. or go back. that chapter is closed and my life is contingent upon my willingness to go to whatever length i have to in order to protect my life.