Originally Posted by
FireSprite 
I can't blame you one bit Hay - FIVE previous attempts at recovery is not something that you can build trust on. I'm guessing you are proceeding with filing for divorce?
I hope you are getting time for yourself amid all this chaos - meetings, therapy, fishing, sports - whatever you like to do to decompress & get some "me" time.
That's exactly what I am doing. Lots of other fish in the sea, I don't need to spend the rest of my life with an untrustworthy drunk