Wow. I am humbled by all the responses.
There is no way I can binge because I just don't have the alcohol to do it. I threw it all out and only have vodka. I hate vodka.
I also have no car so I can't drive.
I'm also dealing with a coworker who is on a binge. He's been with the company for 10 years and is in shock. So I've been up for days answering when my messenger goes off.
I have to stay sober. I know my next detox will be my last.