good on ya!
a lil sumthin ya typed:
"So- yeah. Just looking to vent, talk and remind myself why I'm starting this last journey to sobriety. "
you typed the reminders:
I'm fairly sure if I don't I will lose my husband, child, or my life.
I am not able to control drinking once I start.
I've been on this merry go round way more times than I'd like to admit
One thing I've never tried before is AA and I think it might be the answer for me.