Great job! You should be proud of yourself!!! It's these small victories that build your confidence, resolve and "sober muscles." Ironically, the first time I went to a restaurant where I knew people would be drinking was on my triplets' 19th birthday. My mom and dad drink, but not a lot, esp my mom. She'll have one glass of wine and that's it. It was no big deal -- I ordered a non-alcohol beer (I can only drink one!) and then an iced tea.