Originally Posted by
Truckinon 
My therapist says if you drink you drink. I have heard others say, even on this board, go ahead and drink if you want to drink.
Honestly I'd find a different therapist. You know you are an alcoholic and you know exactly what will happen if you drink, right? It seems to me that you are certainly stuck in a rut, and if depression has been the problem in the past it's probably still the problem. How often are you seeing your current therapist? Are they prescribing any meds and if so are you taking them regularly?
Praying and turning things over to god can help too, but again you can't simply wait for the world to change for you/around you. You need to make it happen too.