would you say its your fear and anxiety that prevent you from being prodcutive and tackling your responsibilities?
I deal with this to some degree myself. for example with my work i'm good for about an hour then anxiety gets the best of me and i gotta take a break. if something goes wrong etc.. that break ends up being longer so i can calm myself down. It can and is debilitating at times. I might loose my job over it at some point for all i know. I've somehow held it together tho.
In my case it was far worse the begining as i couldnt really handle anything. now it just seems to be limited to work but then again otehr problmetic situatiosn arise and i struggle. Something simple like calling to get them to come fix my wifes leaky windshield almost didnt get done yest because i got so frustrated about it i wanted to just say screw it who cares.