Hey - if this 60 year old former at least a pint a day of vodka and benzos to top it off user of over 30 years, can stay sober and achieve peace, You Can Too. Let the past go, the power is in You. The secular thread on this site has helped me so very much and is non-judgmental. In my experience, I didn't need any more judgment, just hope and support. WE CAN DO THIS!