I am so glad that your kids and you are safe. We have all made bad decisions at one point or another (myself included..too many to count) when under the influence. Try not to beat yourself up to bad....addiction is a disease. On the bright side, let this be your wake up call. If you never pick up a drink again...u will never have to worry about putting anyone in danger. If you do decide to drink, which I pray you stick with sobriety, make sure you don't have access to a vehicle and hopefully not around the kids. Sending hugs and love your way.