Hi Press,
I am so glad you posted!! I hope you are at a meeting right now, or doing something that is part of your recovery plan to get through this moment, and that is all it is, a moment.
Think about how good sobriety feels, how nice it is to wake up each day with a clear head, how much better you feel physically and mentally. Play the tape through, it wouldn't be one drink, or one time, it would open the door to one more...
You can do this. Check back in and let us know how you are doing.
❤️ Delilah