Drinking isn't going to solve your problems it is the problem and 2 wrongs don't make a right
Press there are days in early recovery that were so brutal where I just wanted to throw in the towl and say stuff it but I didn't and I'm not the only one so don't feel alone in that there will be hard days there will be tests but sticking it out is your next best move nothing lasts forever & feelings urges & cravings will pass and diminish over time
Doing things like this post is strengthening your sobriety by reaching out you now know you will never be doing this alone